keje...!!!

hurmm...da lme aq x update ini blog...x smpt loh...coz now aq da keje...blik slalu da pnt trus tito...but arini aq free...!!coz arini aq cuti...!!sgt3 best...!!tp mulai next week da x de cuti..!!uwa....!!coz mau raye cine...!!sgt sedey...hahaha...tp x pe...aq lebey ske g keje sbb aq ley kcau dak2 1 keje ngn aq t'utame yong, gunting, shin, am, ichin dan beberae lg yg len...sgt best kacau mereka..tp sgt sedey sbb siew siew da benti keje..uwa..!!sgt rndu sme die...!!tp aq pling rndu sme kwn2 skola aq!!t'utame es group!!hmmm...esk shif morning...mlsnye nk bgn pg...tp x pe...aq tgh b'semangt ni...!! parkson..!!tggu aq..!!sok pg aq dtg!!yahuuuu...!!!!!k la...smpi sini jela ea...aq nk smbung tito...bye3....

hari yg ceria..!!

hak3...cternye b'mule begini...td pg..lps aq ciap kemas2 my bilik yg b'sepah t'amat sgt...my mom pgl..n she tell me...'ptg ni ikut abah g pesta..jpe pak cik musa'...aq yg dlm penin2 lalat ni pn ckp...'pak cik musa mne plak...?' my mom said..'abah da setuju nk byrkn duit utk amik lesen...'dan aq pn dgn amat teruje...!!rse cm nk tumbuk2 ata...hahahaha....(ata x de kene mengene pn)so..ptg td aq pn g la jpe the pak cik the musa the itu...n the pak cik the itu the kate..sok ad ceramah...kul 7.30pg g tmpt die...nnti die anta...hatiku b'kate..'wht..?!pagi..?!time utk aq tido...!!'x pela..lesen pnye psl aq sggup b'korban...uwah...!!sgt seronok...!!

so kul 8 mlm td aq kua ngn ata...teman die mkn n borak2 ngn die...!!rse seronok gila beb...!!aq crite pe yg t'jadi pd diri aq ptg td...wuuuhuuuu...!!!dan yg lg aq ske ble ata setuju utk cut his hair..!!argghhh...!!!alangkah bahagianya hidup ku...!!sbb ata mau ptong his rmbut...yahhhhooooo!!!!!

utk kwn2 bek aq...aq rndu sgt kt kowunk...uwa...nk peluk2 kowg(yg gurl jela)...!nk kiss2 kowunk...uwa...!!!rindu gile beb...!!ble mau hangout...!!!pape pn...syg kowunk sume...!!

semalam...

hmm...smlm x de pape yg aq wt...bgun kul 12 tgh ari..pastu tgk tv...mkn...sapu smpah..tgk tv...mkn...amat bosan...kul 8 mlm nadia amik aq..kteorg round2 in the world...hahaha...x g mne pn...lepak2 dtrn..nad kate bosan, nk cri kwn bru...hahaha..ata mau ikut, but nad x bg...nnti jatuh saham..hahaha...cian itu bulat..sdg aq b'gayut ngn ata, tetibe ad 2 org mamat park moto sblh aq n nad..die usha nad..hahaha...then kteorg just borak2 kosong...pastu kteorg g lepak kt tasik y...hmmm..mle2 aq x nk...sbb aq x knl 2 ekor mamat nih...pastu nad kate x pe, tasik ramai org...so, kteorg pn gerak la g tasik...kjp je..trnyate mamat 2 ekor nih agak baik la...hmm...nth...aq x amik port..pastu nad kate bosan, then die mau blik..so aq kua la kjp ngn ata...cian die..dpd td nk kua..hahaa...x g mne2 pn..g mkn kt bpwalk...then mse mau blik..ata kate..'cm moto bpk ijat(pak cik aq..!)' berderau darah aq...pastu aq pn dok survey2 line...skali btol pak cik aq..!!Ya Allah..! pe aq nk wt nih...huh...wt x tau sude...bkn mak aq x tau aq kua pn...hahaha...blik uma da kul 11.30 mlm...nsib bek mak x bebel...hahaha...syg sama ata bulat..!

hari yg istimewa...!!

huhu...da lme aq x update blog ni dan da ramai yg da bising ' ena!npe da lme x update blog ko..!?' sori la yep sahabat2...aq agak bz sket m'jelang taon baru nih... byk aq nk cter psl taon bru aq...wakaka...

First story:

abg jojo kawin...best n meriah sgt...happy dpt jpe sedare mare...happy gak sbb dpt jpe kwn2 yg da lpe x jpe sejak menmtkn zaman p'sekolahn....hahahaha...ni aq nk tunjuk gmba yg smpt aq amik time abg jojo kawin...

haha..that abg jojo n kak nabila

Second story:

hangout b'same sahabat...sgt seronok lohhh...mle2 aq g bpmall wiff bell, then smpi sne aq jpe aesh gemok...wahhh!!sgt rndu sama itu gemok...haha...then kami round2 dlm bpmall itu...ade la gak amik gmba..haha...then lps bell blik aq n aesh truskn p'jlnn ke boling coz ujang bengong sedang mennti kteorg...haha...smpi je boling game ujang sude habis...sgt sedey, x dpt tgk ujang men boling...then ujang ajak aq n aesh g karaoke..hahaha...best gile..ujang nyanyi... mungkin melepaskn tension...slps bberape lagu ujang nyanyi aq mntk diri utk tman aesh g bli die pnye kasut..kasut yg aesh beli cntik..tp aq sgt ske sme plastik beg kasut die...then aq amik itu plastik...aesh sgt geram...kami main kejar2 dlm itu boling...sgt best...!! then aq lepak wif aesh n ujang n ujang's member...tetibe lagu yg m'jadi tema time aq kapel ngn ujang b'kumandang...(dlm hati)siot..!apsal la ad lagu nih... tp walau ape pn..aq n ujang tetap mnjadi sahabat selamenye...

aesh gemok..!

ujang bengong..!

Third story:

actually pd 15januari2010.... sdg aq tdo di ats tilam yg empuk b'same teddy2 bear aq...tetibe aq dikejutkn dgn bunyi nsetku...siot, spe kacau aq pgi2 bute nih...rpe-rpenye sepupu rapat aq..fara..yg lagi mengejutkn ble die ckp ' na, ko free x mlm ni...lau free follow aq g catering' sepantas kilat aq jwb ' boleh sje...!' aq mmg sdg menunggu keje...huhu...part time pun jdikla...yg pntg ad keje...area kul 6 fara amik aq n kteorg trus g skola cine...fuh...b'derau gak darah aq..almaklumlah...first time keje tuh...tkot wooo...aq pn mlekn tugas ngn keje lap2 pinggan n cawan n susun pe yg ptt...byk yg aq belajar dpd keje tu..dan dpd situ aq mkin b'tmbh kwn(jgn jeles ata bulat)...hahaha...best3...dlm kul 11 mlm ktorg pn hbis melasanekn tugas...perghhh...!!nek reput tulang aq...tp ini ialah pengalaman..seronok gle beb...!blik je dpd catering dgn mke yg sgt2 pnt aq smpt la gak kua ngn ata...wakaka...rndu gle same itu bulat..!! sbb hari da larut mlm, so kteorg just kua g mc donald jela...sbb aq rndu akn spicy chiken mc deluxe..! x lme pn lepak...dlm kul 1 pg kteorg pn blik sbb my mate da x larat mau bkk...ngntok gle siot...!!

syg gle sama ata bulat...!

kebengongan ata...!

ank bongsu?!

aq ank kelime dpd 5 org adk b'adk..

ramai org kate ank bongsu biasenye manje...

but...bg aq..sume tu slh...

bg aq, ank bongsu ni la plg sengsare...

sentiase kene mara..

x ley ke family aq tegur aq dgn baik...

npe msti nk tegur dgn tengking??

npe dorg ley tegur abg akk aq dgn baik, dgn senyumn...

tp knape dgn aq dorg nk tengking?!

kdg2 aq rse aq bkn ank kandung utk family ni...

npe msti dorg nk wt aq nangis tiap2 ari??

mak pnh kate, 'mak x pnh beza2kn ank2 mak..mak lyn sume sme rate'

bg aq, ayt tu x pnh wujud utk diri aq...

npe sorg msti nk mara2 aq??

adk b'adk aq yg len nk kua...dorg x kisah...npe aq nk kua ade je alsn...

benci sgt ke dorg kt aq...

lau bnci sgt dgn aq asl x bunuh je aq mse aq kecik dulu...

asl nk seksa hidup aq cm skg ni..?

kdg2 aq rse abah x pnh ad rse syg kt aq...

ssh sgt ke dorg nk trime aq??

teruk sgt ke aq??

aq tau, aq x mcm adk b'adk aq yg len...

dorg pndai amik ati mak n abah...

aq mne reti nk amik ati mak n abah...

sesetgh org x cye ble aq cter mslh aq...

tp inilah hakikat hidup aq....

aq kebiasaannye nmpk hapy...

slalu ketawe...

tp dlm hati...

dlm fikirn...

hny Tuhan sje yg tahu...

betape sengsarenye aq...

betape kurgnye kasih syg dpd family...

aku bebas..!!

b'mule pd 10/12/2009,

aq x kn pkai bju skolah..

aq x caye aq da abs skolah..

gle siot!!

msti aq rndu waktu2 kt bilik kaunseling, kelas, kantin, makmal komputer, library, makmal sains..

dan byk tmpt lg la...

keseronokkn b'same kwn2 dan group E.S..

aq msti rndu kowunk!!

aq msti rndu ckgu2 yg slalu aq buli.. (cikgu zul@bapak)

walaupapepun..

kehidupn msti diteruskn...

aq perlu capai cita2 aq...

aq doakn kowunk pn b'jaye ngn matlamat kowunk...

kowunk tetap dlm igtn aq...

kekusutan..!

kejam ke aq?? slh ke keputusn aq??

bg aq keputsn tu btl, tp bg seseorg mgkn kptsn tu slh..

aq mntk maaf sgt kt org tu...

pale aq da serabut...

aq pn x tau pe yg aq ckp..

aq x tau sme ad btul ke kptsn yg aq wt ni...

argghhh...!!!!

kekusutan!!!